Sunday, November 30, 2008

Starting Over

A perfect world that isn't.

Each and every time, I have been dragged into a whirlwind of emotions. Reaching out yet reluctant.

Cowardice. I have tried shielding myself from all evil caused by pain... and wrong decisions.

Now, more regrets. In trying to protect something... everything, I destroyed almost all of it.

Yet, I am hopeful. I can still salvage most of the ruins. I can and I will.

I will... I really will.

The future. Damn that bastard who says he knows more about it than I do. All I see is uncertainty while he makes a living off of it.

I miss how things were -- having a reason to trudge through the pains... barely hanging on. When everything finally collapsed, I thought that was the end of it. So wrong was I.

I have returned. She never left anyway.

This time, I have a greater understanding of how things are. And I hope to leave better footsteps along the way.

DKNY na. Hindi na Spartan.
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The Sisters of Christian Charity are a community of women, dedicated to the care and education of the needy, especially the blind. Following the example of Blessed Pauline von Mallinckrodt, the Sisters want to be truly women of Christ-like Love. Empowered by their Eucharistic life-style, which impels them to be Christ’s light in the "Church of the Poor", they want to uplift and guide the blind and all who need them in our wounded world. Excerpt from http://www.sccphil.com/aboutus.htm
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